I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

I'm loving Lady Antebellum's "Need You Now" and it reminds me of how I wish I had the girl of my dreams, "Stacy". I know it ridiculous to feel this way still, but she's everything I ever wanted in a girl. I guess it's better to have love and lost than to never have loved at all, right? I guess that's why I want to move up north. That way I will never see her again. Then I can settle with a girl I will be somewhat happy with. I'd rather settle anbe ok than to be happy and die alone.