I know it's not actually April 1st. Something weird happened that day. "Stacy" texted me. I'm telling myself it was a cruel joke, but I know her too well. She randomly texted me "Do you hate me? Cause I really miss you. :(" I put, "I don't hate you." She then asked, "Are you busy later?" I replied, "I'm going to my friend's later." She texted back, "Nevermind sorry to bug you." I told her, "You're not bugging me. I just have plans." She then said, "If you ever want to hang out when youre free id like that. :/" I said, "Ok." What do I do? IO'm a little scared. I'm barely starting to get over my broken heart. What if she has news saying she's pregnant and/or engaged? That will hurt a lot. I'm trying to sleep on it, but I'm not getting any answers.
I'm not ready to rip the bandage off yet. Maybe I'll just text her "happy easter" this Sunday. I'm not too sure. I might just see if she is trying to get back into my life. Why she is...I don't know. Why can't life come with a book on how to deal with things like this?
